Down But Not Defeated

Have you ever went down the wrong path and once you realized it you tried to convince yourself that it was the right path even though deep down you knew it was not?

That's what I'm experiencing now. It's like I don't want to admit I messed up. I don't want to start over.

But at this very moment, I'm starting to realize and understand that no matter how hard I try I will NEVER be perfect. I will NEVER have it all together and sometimes I just have to accept what God says do even if I can't seem to understand why he wants me to do it.

But IT'S HARD!

Trust is never an easy thing and  even though I know God will never fail me I sometimes  have a really hard time trusting his plan.

How am I working to get over this?

By asking God for the strength to do what he says even when I don't want to. By asking God for his love and forgiveness.

By taking this journey of life day by day, step by step. And when I mess up promising myself and God that I won't give up and will try again tomorrow.

We will never be deserving of anything God has given or has in store for us but that doesn't mean we should give up. Remember God knows your heart and as long as you keep moving forward and strive to do better he will keep opening doors and showering you with blessings but more importantly he will keep giving you the opportunity to come closer to him. What is better than an intimate relationship with the creator of life and love? Exactly nothing; let's promise each other to not give up!

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